He seems like being on a cloud and feverishly whispered,
“I dreamed if she killing me (because she know that I fuckin love her everything!!)
As begging her to love me or to kill me can be one of the most feasible and resemble questions in that world, the answer can be fabulously simplified and detected for me, for us.
So, u will never know how fuckin feeling I had at that time? U never know how she cried!!
Finally she have chosen both of them for me, for us, behind the stairway to heavens.”
He never knows what ever happened is just, in his haze.